I don’t feel quite well these days…
My mind is in a tension… between past and future… both empty.
"You need a friend", my mother told me.
Well, I’ll be fine… at least till I can leave in the summer. I’m not sure I should go, but I’m much less certain I should stay.
Ah, I’m sad.
It’s been far too long since I’ve been in Asia… It’s been three years.
But this time, I go alone… nobody to meet me, and nobody to wait for my return.
Well, I don’t need one. Maybe this enervating solitude will somehow become my strength… as it has before.